New Year Resolution

I'm a bit embarassed that I am just writing the very first blog this year, after almost three weeks into 2007. But I am not really. Part of the reason is that I have a much tighter schedule this year for my work as well as my studies, also it's kind of hard to pick up somthing again after you put it down for a while.

Quite obviously these are just excuses. If I look at beneath the veneer, I can say that it's just procrastination. But this time I want to take one step furthur to ask why I procrastinate. Well, you can say that everybody does it, it's not just me, we are all procrastinators in a one way or another. But deep inside we can see that fear is the what makes us procrastinate: we are not sure how things will play out . Will my rushed blogs make no sense at all? What if I put my foot in my mouth in a hurry? As the result we just sit there idle.

So as my new year resolution, I will tell myself that there is not much to fear in life, really. I will still try to be as good as I can get, and I will accept whatever I get in the end.